Why Wednesdays? – Why I Run, Reason #3: Because I’m Able To

A Note About This Feature:  Why Wednesdays is a Move Eat Create weekly feature determined to turn the mid-week doldrums upside down and celebrate things I love to do and blog about.  Currently, the focus is on running

When I’m not blogging, running, cooking, or knitting, I’m working.  My regular gig is in the field of social services.  My first foray into this work was as a young intern, working on a program that helped match up socially isolated individuals living with HIV or AIDS with others for assistance and companionship. Then I worked for several incredible years as an advocate for survivors of domestic violence and last year I shifted gears a bit to help provide services to elderly and disabled adults.

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I love my work for many reason, but it is hard, hard work.  I will not delve into all the reasons why I love it and why it is hard, because that could be a whole other blog, but I will focus on one thing relevant here:  my ableness.  At the risk of sounding a bit sappy, the hundreds of women and men I have worked with over the years who have had their ableness compromised (by injury, by violence, by disease, by genetics, by random freak circumstance) have definitely made an impact on me.

This can, at times, make you (okay, me) feel a bit uncomfortable, too.  Anyone who has ever taken a few minutes to recognize their privilege in light of other’s lack of privilege has surely felt some discomfort in that.  But one thing I have come to realize is that trying to hide or deny the privileges I have is not helpful to anyone.  So I try to do the opposite.  I use my privileges for the good of myself and others.  I vote.  I advocate.  I debate.  I buy local.  I donate when I can.  I boycott when needed.

And I run.

You may be wondering how running fits in to all of this, but it really, truly does.  I run because I am able to and celebrating that seems appropriate.  I celebrate it for myself and for those whom I have met over the years.

I run thoughtfully for the artist that I spent an hour with while he showed me his paintings – beautiful, emotional pieces – and told me how he used to earn a living climbing ladders, jumping around stages, and painting props until a random infection left his hip unable to support those activities any longer.

I run through the streets for the women who got up each morning to start a work-out group in the courtyard of the shelter where they lived, the one place that they felt safe and able to do so.

I run hard for the former athletes who can’t anymore and I run with joy for the elderly who reminisce about their younger days.

I run passionately for the 20 year old that I was privileged to know for two weeks before the cancer won.

I run for myself – because I can and I am able to do so at this time in my life.  I haven’t always been able to say that and I may not always be able to in the future, but while I can, you better believe that I’m celebrating it.  And I’m pretty sure that the women and men I have met over the years would cheer me on as I do.

22 comments on “Why Wednesdays? – Why I Run, Reason #3: Because I’m Able To

  1. Josh says:

    You made me tear up at 6:30 in the morning. That’s not an easy thing to do. Thank you!

  2. What a wonderful reminder to never take life for granted.

  3. Jacquelyn says:

    Love it! Every time I want to quit a run or realize I’m complaining too much about my silly pains I think of all those who can’t run!

  4. Rayni says:

    I got goosebumps reading this. Very well said. I can’t run anymore but it’s good to know that some people still do. Cheers!

  5. Wonderful reasons to run, all of them!

    I think it’s awesome (and so perfectly timely) that I came across your blog just now! I’m a knitwear designer, healthy-eating-and-cooking vegetarian and also runner who is training for her first 1/2 marathon in a week and a half! I’ve been battling a lot of pain issues in my left knee but am feeling inspired to keep going, trudging through the difficulties and crossing that finish line, no matter the time on the clock.

    Thanks for being so inspiring just when I need it most 🙂

    • Thank so very much for your kind words! It seems we have quite a bit in common! 🙂 Best wishes to you on your first 1/2 marathon. I hope your knee carries you through to the finish without too much pain (which I’m sure it will!)!

  6. I think about this all the time on my runs! Thank you for this inspiring post. We can all work on being a little less self absorbed and learn to appreciate the trials and feelings of those around us. Such a sad and happy thing all at the same time 🙂 😦

    • Thank you for comment. And, very well stated it was. I agree about the self- absorbed thing. I’m certainly guilty of it at times, but I try my best to notice when it happens and take a few steps back from it. It’s a work in progress, I suppose. 🙂

  7. cathyn61 says:

    I remember writing a similar thing a long time ago about running. I too run because I can & for all those for one reason or another can’t. Great post!

  8. indigorchid says:

    What a beautiful reason to run. I had a very similar thought today as I went for a short-ish hike up the mountain behind my apartment – how thankful I was to be able-bodied, really, to simply be able. I haven’t thought about running for others in this way, but I’ll be keeping that thought with me going forward. Thank you!

  9. runsonsugar says:

    Beautiful post.

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